Getting caught up

As we are settling here on the country side life is slowing down. I have always chased the more fast paced and intense kinda day to day and now I'm forced to start dealing with all that comes up when you stop moving so fast.

There is a lot.

I was toying with the thought about going to see someone, like a therapist of some sort, and how I would open up my packed full can of worms…where would I start? The list is so long and is’s all coming back to me now(can't help but hear Celines voice).

I am a master at sucking it up and putting on a smile but I'm not gonna do that now. I want to live, like truly LIVE the rest of my life. And in order to do that there is a lot of dealing that needs to be done. And the time is now.

How do I start?